I have been sick. Sick, sick, sick with some kind of summer flu. We have been battling pinkeye which seems to have taken over the daycare. Chloe had it first, then Jack, then Chloe again. Then Chloe came down with a sore throat and cold, then Jack....then me! I am taking the longest getting over it because unfortunately I cannot spend much time taking care of myself and relaxing. Dinners must be cooked. Butts must be cleaned and clothed. Money MUST be made so I am trudging along trying like hell not to drip snot into my customers food. Trying not to look like death warmed over as I shiver, sweat and pop up cold sores. Ech!! It's been fantastic!
On the bright side of things, I am going to Boston in August with two of my girlfriends to visit my wonderful friend Jenn before she moves back down here. Yay! A vacation! Things have been super stressful around here with money being tight (daycare costs me a whopping $280/wk) and other misc. things that life loves to throw at you. Whatevs, bitch! Bring it ON! I can take it! Ok...so some rambling. Everything is looking up on the money front. We will be back on track soon enough and life will be clear sailing for a little while at least, thank goodness. I DO need a break...this trip couldn't come at a better time for me. It will be nice to not be so freaking responsible for a few days and just have some serious girl time. After kids, you learn to appreciate it so much. I never realized this before. It's a good thing. A very good thing.
Thursday, June 28, 2007
Friday, June 01, 2007
WTF
is up with with anonymous commenter's? Does saying things without having to be held accountable make snide and rude comments easier to leave? Just wondering. It seems that I have an "anonymous" commenter here that leaves scathing remarks every time I post something that's not blather and bullshit. Give it up already and come out of the freaking closet. Be held accountable for your words.
So, in response to an earlier post about friendship, I will say this. I know that in the past I have made very poor decisions about friendships. I have left people by the "wayside" and have lived to regret those choices. It is an unfortunate part of growing up and no one can say they have never done that. When you are young and have no clue about the life that stretches before you, it's easy to think things won't come back to haunt you. That regret will never happen to you. You are, after all, invinceable. It's a part of youthful ignorance and part of growing up is realizing that life isn't actually like that. Even as you get older certain choices have to made. Sometimes choices you don't want to make. It becomes neccesary for other aspects of your life that need more attention or because you are in a position and there are only two roads to choose from. One of which is to leave a friend behind. It doesn't mean that person didn't and still doesn't mean something to you, it simply had to be done. If you, anonymous commenter, know me and are one of those people, I'm truly sorry.
As an update to the post, things are okay. Sidetracking and branching out happens. New friends are made and room will be made for all. It takes work and now I know friends are worth working for.
So, in response to an earlier post about friendship, I will say this. I know that in the past I have made very poor decisions about friendships. I have left people by the "wayside" and have lived to regret those choices. It is an unfortunate part of growing up and no one can say they have never done that. When you are young and have no clue about the life that stretches before you, it's easy to think things won't come back to haunt you. That regret will never happen to you. You are, after all, invinceable. It's a part of youthful ignorance and part of growing up is realizing that life isn't actually like that. Even as you get older certain choices have to made. Sometimes choices you don't want to make. It becomes neccesary for other aspects of your life that need more attention or because you are in a position and there are only two roads to choose from. One of which is to leave a friend behind. It doesn't mean that person didn't and still doesn't mean something to you, it simply had to be done. If you, anonymous commenter, know me and are one of those people, I'm truly sorry.
As an update to the post, things are okay. Sidetracking and branching out happens. New friends are made and room will be made for all. It takes work and now I know friends are worth working for.
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