Why do I feel like I'm flailing in the mud sometimes? Just stuck, helplessly trying to fight my way out...up to my ears in shit. Whatever. Bleh. That's how I feel right now. Today.
It seems that, no matter what, I keep making choices that turn out to be the wrong ones. No matter how much thought I put into them, it backfires and causes me grief. I know I made a lot of very poor decisions in the past and they have led me down a path I was too short-sighted to see years before, but come on already! How fucking long to I have to pay for those mistakes? A lifetime? Sometimes this is just too much to carry.